I wish I had better news...

I just received word that my lovely Grandma Allen passed away yesterday. I am grateful that I had her in my life for so long. She filled my childhood with many wonderful memories of warmth and love. I will cherish those memories and pass on those experiences to my own children, so they too can appreciate everything she meant to our family.

I remember as a young boy visiting her at the jewelry store where she worked in downtown Lincoln, Illinois. She seemed to take real joy in her work...the kind of joy that she showed in all areas of her life. Sure, everyone has a bad day and not everything is wonderful all the time, but I never knew her to be angry, cross or bitter about anything. She was always cheery and fun-loving, sharing her love for people and life.

PawPaw and Grandma are together again. That makes me happy to think about. She so loved my grandfather. It was obvious in so many ways, but became painfully apparent after PawPaw passed away in 1989. I was a senior in college and I remember how from that time forward Grandma would always talk to, and about PawPaw. She talked about the good times we all shared together, and while the rawness of the loss eventually healed, she never lost that affection for my grandfather.

Her other true love was her family. She would frequently remark that she couldn't believe how large and successful her family had become, with great-grandchildren, grandchildren, and children all bringing her pride. It is true we all sprang from this humble couple from central Illinois, but to me they were the root of a family of character and love. Their demonstration of hard work, tolerance, and love speak to me even today.

So now, as I reflect on her life and the influence she has on me, I send my condolences to the rest of my family. I know you will soon gather to share memories and celebrate her life. I'm sorry I won't be there with you, to share in the celebration. Please know that it's only distance that separates me, but the bond of Grandma's memory draws me close.

Grandma, I love you. Rest peacefully, brimming in the rich reward in our Lord, Christ Jesus.